Beginning this same time last year(maybe a little bit earlier) I doubled down on a few commitments that were instrumental in my path to happiness. Telling myself that if it were ever to be a chance then this and that, etc would have to happen. So I spent more time in those areas. Relationship and Financial.
It’s like unraveling a tangle of some sort… there is always a moment where it seems impossible and yet I kept going. And then when I got to the end of the tangle I appreciate how hard it was and then there is no tangle. I’m happy and more encouraged to be patient, content, and confident that a life with no tangles is kinda boring.
This was a familiar feeling.
Two decades of frustration had me imposing my will on current surroundings in which I now recognize as a false reality. Things happened but I still just can’t believe it.
I will look back on this moment and this documentation a lot like I looked at my journal entries now. The intimacy with yourself is amazing. It allows me the freedom to be who I am right now and respect who I was writing those words in that moment.
My Mom used to tell me “ I’ve made a million dollars already son” and I may never remember what she said after that but I can still hear her voice. I’ve made a million too Mom and just like you did I don’t have shit to show for it. I don’t know what I said for her to have a response but I was obviously infatuated with money at a young age and I still am.
Stay with me as I learn how to turn 1k a month into 10k month.